Reisa Rants

You know when you go for a while without panic attacks because there is someone always there. So, the second you are alone; it happens tenfold?

Yeah. That is what is happening right now.


It's no real one thing. It's a mixture of so much happening at once, and stuff that has been resolved, things that are still in waiting and the fact that no matter what I do, I am disappointing someone.

I finally did something I have always wanted to do, I dyed my hair blue. I am [insert adult age here] god damn years old. I don't need my father acting like me dying my hair is the fucking end of the world. That I "need to come home now."


I haven't lived with that asshat for years. God, he is an anxiety attack all on his own.

Home life is good, relationship wise. Something might be happening that may rock how we live for a while. I pray (yes, pray) that isn't the case.

I miss a quite few of my friends.

I want to eat some rice.


I think I am calming down. This is a nice way to keep anxiety down, huh.


Anyways, sorry for not updating more. I will ASAP.

- Rei

So this weekend has been crazy as fuck.

Here is what I planned for:

• Read Crown of Midnight by Sarah J Maas to prepare for Heir of Fire
• Play a few hands of Magic with friends
• Stay home
• Write a review or two
• Post book haul

I filmed an unboxing, but still have to do my month's book haul. Plus I still have to edit a whole lot.

We did one draft in MTG and built a deck each. I am pretty proud of my deck.

We had to cancel my birthday present though,  it was causing Austin too much stress because it was at the end of the month. Its cool. I mean it sucks, but money is always tight. Just means I get it next month and it might not be special edition.

Do be honest?  I expected it to happen. Money is always stressful near the end of the month.

Anyways, I gotta get some sleep.

- Reisa

There is this old lady here who I shall refer to as the Old Grackle.

I have barely spoke, maybe... 6, 7 words to her the entire time I have lived here. Everytime I come outside and visit my friend who lives next door to her, she goes inside and slams the door.

I used to think nothing of it... until I found out it's because she hates my fiance and I. What the hell?

For no given reason, other than we are kids, she really hates us. Now, I could just chalk this up to she is old, cranky and alone. I could chalk it up to she is just a mean old bitch, which she is. She gets mad if someone grabs " her parking spot ".

Spoiler: THERE ARE NO RESERVED SPOTS.

She complains to the landlord at least 3 times a week,  never has company (Minus the neighbor friend) and just generally is unfriendly.

She just, ugh. I don't know.

I am not upset that she hates us, I actually feel kind of sad for her. She pushes everyone but my friend away, is a bit of an ass to all else and does nothing but complain.

Her kids even refuse to visit her. So, when she gets bitchy or just plain mean... I let it slide.

I am debating sharing some of the stories I have heard though, they are kind of a doozey haha.


- Reisa

Do you still watch The Simpsons? 

I don't think I could not not watch it. I have been watching it since I was really little. I often wonder why they have never grown up.

They would have a greater range of ideas to use, but would it go the route of Rugrats ALL GROWN UP? Don't get me wrong, I loved ALL GROWN UP, but it paled in comparison to the cute little babies.

I dunno.

I try not to think about it too much.

- Reisa

So, we volunteered to open the community laundry rooms.

Now, these machines do NOT run during the night because they are attached to the sides of a few apartments because they are technically part of the building... but they do NOT have any circulation or AC connected to them.

So its hotter than the surface of Mars up in there every morning.

We open and lock it up every morning & night,  it's not bad...

Just blah.

- Reisa

Don't let Five Night's at Freddy's disturb you so much.

- Reisa